крик души

Love... What can I say about love? I was in love several times and each time it was making me feel hurt, driving me crazy and I could not do anything about it. The most miss pointing thing it is lots of useless dreams coming to visit me in any time.
I never got from love anything but suffering. May be some time in future it became too hurt and then... But I dont like to think about it.
Last time being in love made me almost hollow. I realy started to think that I will know the joy of shared love. I was wrong. It hurted e too and much more then three previous. Sometimes it seems to me that I have no heart and partly it`s true. The point is that my last beloved took the greater piece of my heart and didn`t turn it back. I think I`m still in love with that man in spite of he gave me up and I will never see him again. He left me alone hand to hand with all this crap.
I had some strange feeling that being happy is so far away from me and I`ll never gonna even get close to.
I know that it is truth, but I think I`ll never believe in that.
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да это все печально....
но такова селяви....
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